In your life, there will be time(s) where you always keep trying to be the best, or if not to the maximum limit, at least you keep trying, ended up you keep losing yourself in many ways. I keep on telling no on ‘despair’, yet the word keep on mumbling in my head. what a damn!

Busy like Hell!

Super tension beb! Rasa macam nak quit jadi student and jadi Bilal surau mana-mana, bila masuk waktu solat je azan, bila masa lapang je potong rumput, bersihkan surau, betulkan paip tandas, lap cermin tingkap.

In every semester I often got my turning point where when the turning point occurs, I will be like super smart and super efficient in being a fantastic student. As for this semester, my turning point is yet to come, but assignments and course work keep coming in! Gosh! Am I creating reasons and barrier to myself?